Life now is busy with work and family stuff but still lonely. I keep looking at my phone hoping that some guy would call. I'm bored enough that I would talk to anyone..doesn't matter. Just need to hang out with the other gender to relax and have fun. It make me thing that i'm def. sad and pathetic.
Even after the Egyptian guy, I thought someone I clicked with. I called him "Noodles" cze he liked noodles (or i liked noodles)...lolo Although our conversation was great..that man was horny!!!! I wouldn't jump in bed with anyone on our first date or 2nd date or even 3rd. I say man he to earn what they get! Long story short...the man is history. Now 6 weeks after breaking up i haven’t gone out, not because I’m depressed or sad. I'm just tired. I'm tired of the game...running after men. I just want a relationship that fits, that is easy and comfortable. NO DRAMA!
Today I went online where my profile I created last year. I emailed a guy say “hi” (don’t know how he looks like) and u know what! He emailed at the “hi”….I saw so happy. I have hope but it hurts too much to try now.
What should I say to him? Do I tell my name? Do I make a joke?
Is anyone out there?
Friday, April 16, 2010
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